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8:00 PM - Sunday, December 10, 2006

yays. it's the Christmas season alr =))
and oh, what a sense of acheivement i have for setting up the tree today with my sis! double yay =D
lol i didn't know just setting up one stupid tree was soo tiring lolz.. but we managed, plus the lil deco on the tree, and arnd the house lol. hah, we wanted to hang deco like practically on every place that we could hook something, lol it made my mum mad xD
i'll take and upload a pic of it someday, not now cause there ain't any prezzies under it yet.. so what's the point hah!

okay, our concert is really really coming real soon man. it's just another 19 days.. ain't alot.. bout 7 more pracs.. kay so to the band, and to perc, pls switch to yr concert modes now, let's just concentrate and focus these 2 weeks x)
k last prac on fri Qiujun came down to uh.. have a look? hah. thanks fer comin =))
her visit to the band rm made me realise what perc was like, to ppl frm the outside.
i realised that we weren't that organized,that we weren't that certain or confident of our playing yet.
k no doubt everyone knows how to play yea, but are we really making 'nice' music, knowing what it really takes to play a piece nicely, or to support the band? wonder if i've been of any help at all to my section, wonder if i've even been a good sl.. uh i guess not..
i realised that for quite awhile i have been pointing out my section's mistakes, trying to improve as a whole and stuff.. but there suddenly doesn't seem to be anybody to point out My mistakes and stuff.. dunno, but i really wonder if my own playing is up to standard. i realised that it's easy to play any piece, but it takes alot.. so much more to make it really sound nice, to give u that sense of satisfaction after u play, knowing that u've played well.
i wish that somebody would just be able to throw some light on my own standard and help me improve, like a tutor of some sort. sometimes i feel at a loss, not really knowing how to improve.. sometimes i feel so inferior when i hear other drummers. like ARG i still need to improve so much more than i thought..
dunno.. mayb i'm still lacking the confidence in my playing, but owells, hope i can make this last concert of mine a nice and memorable one. =))

anw, cont to work hard perc, y'all have got the potential.. just have the confidence to play, and u'll be fine!
rock on man.

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