oh woot guess what?
the first week of sch is finally over.
gosh everyth happened so so fast this week lol.
didn't even get a chance to take a break. but tdy is friday! woot.
means i can stay up late and sleep late into the nxt mornin haha. for once.
anw it's been a really really hectic week and the chers are like all rushing to complete the syllabus or smth..
and crazy ppl arnd me who r studyin like nutz lol.
okay i seriously haven't enjoyed life at a slower pace for a very very very very long time =(

and aargh. it's poking right into my face but they're oblivious to the situation =(((
GRR.

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tdy is wednesday.
=D
okay lol i'm only like halfway through the first week of term 3 and i'm like half dead alr. =\
it's like lol, dunno why but stuff's so hectic,
and i haven' been getting enough sleep. noo.. =((
haha alot of screwed stuff alr, but owells.
and like crap. we got our o lvl schedule alr like sheesh lol.
i ain't got the slightest bit of mood to start pia-ing anytime soon but it seems i have to lol x)
someone motivate me man.. haha.
and and and, my CHEENA ORAL is next tuesday!! woot. somehow ye lao shi wentthrough the normal academic o lvl oral topics tdy but i think they're rather tough LOL.
dunno wt's gonna happen to mine. but haha. anw wish me all the luck, cause i need em! =p
and somehow i can't wait to get back my chinese o's result too lol. how crazy but aww man. think gotta wait till like august or smth. =(
but ahha, 从今天起，我会尽力地讲华语，then 可以进步！
woot. so must speak to me in 华语 =))

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and i'm always here! there for you! =) haaha.

hola everyone
ehh i noticed that everyone's pretty stressed up these few days man..
over diff stuffs i guess. personal probs, group probs, studies and stuff..
anw just wanna tell em all to CHILL haha. bein stressed ain't the least bit good.. =(
most of the time ppl are just succumbing to the fact that thr's too much for them to cope but they don't realise that the thing that's stopping them frm moving on is them themselves =D
yer and try to be optimistic bout everyth, cause it helps =)
anw tmr's syf showcase, so yea like wt kelvin said, it's the chance to show wt ahband really is =))

runaway with my heart,
runaway with my hope,
runaway with my love.

aww man, i'm gone!
frm ahband, that is. =((
okay handover ytd was great, thanks loads to sec 2s & 3s =) well planned i'd say.
and man, i can't believe my 4 years is gone just like that :O
owells, all good things must come to an end, but ahband's memories will be with me forever and ever!
and LOL i nv talked so much b4 haha. mayb cause alot of stuff to jiao dai or smth. =)

anw to the new com, all the best man! i have faith in ya all. just rmb to put aside whatever differences y'all have, and rmb that u can't expect yr next year to be very smooth sailing, but u can turn all the bad experiences into good learning points =)
and to perc, ohman so darn love u guys. ain't too worried, just get more serious yea? and be the BEST section in band! heh ;D
to my new treasurers, whoopee for ya. bet u'll do a great job. just rmb that u need to be responsible and diligent and alot more to be a good treasurer! (like me! ok jk)
and and and, to HUILING, woot man, i'm uber proud of you! yeah i really am =))
just chill and don't worry bout yr duties la.. they'll come naturally. have faith in yrself tt's all, and bring perc up up & up. =)))))
have a great year ahead everyone, don't miss me ;)

and yay breaking is uber fun =DDD
just don't break anyth! lol.

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heyhey
the hols are ending, ugh
and so is my time in AHband..
okay i'm glad that i finally have a break, cause band's really tedious and stuff.
but on the other hand i don't wanna leave..
i mean it's like 4 years in AHband.. and somehow u get this sense of loyalty or wdv thing.. lol.
i still rmb last time when i was still a lil jnr haha.
i'd never fail to attend any pracs lol.. and band was kinda fun for me.
and there were uber great seniors, more importantly =)) woot for em.
i loved it when we got a new song and i was given smth new to play lol.. someow it was exciting to me x)
so yea i worked my way through aux, windchimes, congas, crashes and all the way to drumset =)
and gosh i'm like so thankful for the oppurtunities tt my seniors gave me, the trust that they put in me.. i'm so glad that they gave me a chance to contribute and to learn..
and yeah i have to say that i seriously cherish my drumset. it's a whoopin oppurtunity for me hah..i mean.. who'd expect me to even join band last time, what more become a drummer.. last time my parents were like.. go join la.. then learn how to blow smth and play some music also good wad.. but lol it was perc for me in the end. and my drs follows me everywhere i go now x) i mean, inside me.
so yea, if i had a shelf of memories AHband would have filled it by now =))
i wish i could re-experience everyth, frm the time we were learning the standard of excellence to performing in concerts, frm coming in as some lost lil kid to planning the whole band's events like camps and farewell and stuff haha.
seriously they were great.
i guess it's the ppl that u spend yr time with that makes such stuff so memorable.. and i have to say agn, that my batch is great! =D double woots.
hah i can't believe that we actually experienced so much tgt. like lol.
sheesh we've been through so much. i've felt like a million types of emotions during my time here, wonderful ecstatic feelings to moments whr everyth just crashed =\

but still i ain't sure if i've done enough.. enough as a member to sustain the standard of the band, enough as an SL to improve the standard of the section, enough as an individual to keep pushin myself to work harder..
it's a huge wave of guilt for me when i look back at the times when the previous batches of alumni were here.
the effort and devotion that they put in for AHband was seriously uncomparable to anyone tdy.
they brought the band up, that's the main thing. even their failures were actually successes, just not literally.
okay nvm everything's just different.

well i'm just hoping for the best.
hoping that scars will fade over time.
hopefully i'll have stm for some stuff while a perfect memory for others xDD

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woots for Jason Mraz ;D
-i'm sleepin to dream about you-

woot
ytd was like madddness =DD
okay first it was pia-ing spree.
lol i seriously didn't know i had a bunch of pia-er friends.. who did hmwk at mac from 9 to 9!
like lOl.. okay until 7-8+ la
that's like a darn 12 hrs of work lol..
anw i joined them in the afternoon haha. and like woow i finished alot of stuff.. haha =)
the power of.. uh.. mac! hah no. it's the power of doing work tgt lolzz. =)
whee it was uber fun.. though we were supposed to do work lol.
and dinner was like crappy. everyone was like brain dead alr hah x)
and sihui had to diet.. SIGH.

and tdy they went mac agn.. but at airport.. like zz!
actually it was bk. then they changed lol!
make me take the silly skytrain all the way to T1 and back agn. lol.
oh but tdy ain't that productive heeh.
and anw what's with fast food outlets lol.
and hah. thr's a sign in mac which says smth like students please refrain frm studying during 6am-12am. like lolz?
so we only can study there frm 12-6 in the mornin. like ??
hah nvm =)

and hah.. survey time lol =p
"which location would you best prefer to get married in?"
(a) Underwater in a Submarine
(b) Outer Space
(c) Resort!
(d) Church
(e) Airport! (lol)
(f) Yatch

heeh.

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okay tdy started off terrible.
i got woken up by a phone call.. 2nd time in a row.. ytd also someone called and disrupted my sleep lol.
zz.
nvm. so i went to sch for a meeting o.O
ohman. i seriously dunno what's the outcome gonna be. sometimes these decisions are just so hard to make x)
can't please everyone luh.. =\
and piang the turnout tdy was kinda ridiculous. i mean lol, at first i also didn't want to go.. but I DID.
wt abt the rest man. don't come back later and tell us u don't like our decisions, i'll just slap u -_-

k forget tt, on to band =)
uh okay it seriously ain't that good. esp Gelato.
it's like argh. i seriously want e standard to be at least maintained if not improve after our batch leave la.. but frm what we see now it's like zz. and i was telling myself that every year aft the sec 4s leave it's like tt, but lol i realised tt's just deceiving myself =\
nvm i've still got faith lol. and tt's impt =)
but most impt is that the band really really works hard and puts in the effort. and not to let history repeat.
lol i think i'm still dwelling on the past. aft hearing that we have to play for syf showcase i was like piang.. and i started thinking bout stuff that i shouldn't lol.
ah well. =(

on the brigther side, i finished my emaths paper ytd lolololol...
i was so happy that i played com for the rest of the night hah =)
how silly.

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aw screw it.
you just spoilt my mood.
aah.

hah. just slap me, someone! xD
oh i feel silly =-)

anw went for band tdy.
went for meeting rather..
and i ain't gonna say no nth bout it xD

and woot we're handing over soon. parts and posts.. they're gonna be all gone..
sheesh i'm feelin super relieved but cao sad at the same time lol.
okay wdv. tdy's playing was uh.. wasn't that good i'd say..
but nvm! every batch aft sec 4s leave it's like that lol.
and DAM.. i have to say that my perc is friggin good! =DDDD double woots!
<3 ma juniors! =D
lol.

i'm in a totally friggin crappy mood lol.
and no mood at all to do any hmw, though there's like tons of em.
ahh wdv =)
i'm still in a partaying mood. lolol.

life is really wIerD.. xD

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and i told him about you.
about the way u made me smile.
and the way u made my heart glee.
he asked...
and i did.
that was how he knew you =)

Am I hiding,
in the shadows?
Forget the pain and
forget the sorrows.

-creed-don't stop dancing-

woot.
great day tdy =)
went blading with some friends at east coast.
like sheesh i haven't been on such wheels in ages lol. but it's super fun lol =)) tho i fell a couple o times.. lollz =\
now everywhere all aching alr sia.. tmr will die lol.
then aft blading still nt enough yet, so we went to bowl =)
nt bad la.. i think my life very inactive lol.. so i hardly play any sport o.O

for now i'm gonna rest cause my whole body is crumbling hah xD

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class bbq today =)
yea man it was fun.. and the first time i managed to eat a proper meal in a bbq hah x) lolz
went thr arnd 5.. piang cao little ppl.. but later still gt alot of ppl left and didn't stay for bbq.. so lol in the end left like less than half a class hah.
and bbq loadsa marshmellows agn, as usual hah =)
but no kick la.. nth much happenin lol. cept for creating our "mini-pit" at the beach hah! nt bad sia.. can even barbeque marshmellows =D
then yaked away for the rest of he night. k nt really la.. mostly listening to the convos. lol.

and lyk wow this was the most starry night i've ever seen =) it's rare tt u find 20-30 plus stars n spore heh. =\

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suddenly i feel like a star.. i'm always thr but rarely noticed by you
just a little dot amongst the vast sky, but still, i light up yr darkest nights
but do i need to burst into flames and shoot across the sky just for u to finally see?