heyhey
the hols are ending, ugh
and so is my time in AHband..
okay i'm glad that i finally have a break, cause band's really tedious and stuff.
but on the other hand i don't wanna leave..
i mean it's like 4 years in AHband.. and somehow u get this sense of loyalty or wdv thing.. lol.
i still rmb last time when i was still a lil jnr haha.
i'd never fail to attend any pracs lol.. and band was kinda fun for me.
and there were uber great seniors, more importantly =)) woot for em.
i loved it when we got a new song and i was given smth new to play lol.. someow it was exciting to me x)
so yea i worked my way through aux, windchimes, congas, crashes and all the way to drumset =)
and gosh i'm like so thankful for the oppurtunities tt my seniors gave me, the trust that they put in me.. i'm so glad that they gave me a chance to contribute and to learn..
and yeah i have to say that i seriously cherish my drumset. it's a whoopin oppurtunity for me hah..i mean.. who'd expect me to even join band last time, what more become a drummer.. last time my parents were like.. go join la.. then learn how to blow smth and play some music also good wad.. but lol it was perc for me in the end. and my drs follows me everywhere i go now x) i mean, inside me.
so yea, if i had a shelf of memories AHband would have filled it by now =))
i wish i could re-experience everyth, frm the time we were learning the standard of excellence to performing in concerts, frm coming in as some lost lil kid to planning the whole band's events like camps and farewell and stuff haha.
seriously they were great.
i guess it's the ppl that u spend yr time with that makes such stuff so memorable.. and i have to say agn, that my batch is great! =D double woots.
hah i can't believe that we actually experienced so much tgt. like lol.
sheesh we've been through so much. i've felt like a million types of emotions during my time here, wonderful ecstatic feelings to moments whr everyth just crashed =\

but still i ain't sure if i've done enough.. enough as a member to sustain the standard of the band, enough as an SL to improve the standard of the section, enough as an individual to keep pushin myself to work harder..
it's a huge wave of guilt for me when i look back at the times when the previous batches of alumni were here.
the effort and devotion that they put in for AHband was seriously uncomparable to anyone tdy.
they brought the band up, that's the main thing. even their failures were actually successes, just not literally.
okay nvm everything's just different.

well i'm just hoping for the best.
hoping that scars will fade over time.
hopefully i'll have stm for some stuff while a perfect memory for others xDD

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