haha i had the silly interview today.
gah, i had to forgo like a ton of other stuff just for the interview, which i waited like 2 hours, and in the end it only took like 5 mins.. zz
but anw, i hope the programme will be a blast yeah.
okay so im back like kinda early today, just before dinner. yer i've been so blardy busy with all the band and marshal and everyth else.
so yes, i need a serious slowwwwwwwww in my life.
im just sooo tired.
school's just so draining.
and the funny thing is, im pretty fine during school hours and all hyped up and stuff, but the exhaustion kicks in only when i reach home, lol.
seriously, there's no time in school to even feel tired! hah this is getting ridiculous.
i mean yeah, some people are skipping breaks and lunch just to get that few minutes of sleep! sheesh if that's not bad enough then tell me what is.

so yer i just got home, and i cant concentrate on my work [cause it's cheeeeena.. >:(] so im THINKING lol, abt everyth in school and stuff. but for me it aint good to ponder over anyth, cause i always land up in some partial emo state roflmao. kay that's not very good, duh. but somehow there always seem to be something close to yr heart that somehow just bugs you for the whole night and creeps over all your senses and stuff. ack i dunno, but i aint the happy and carefree guy i used to be back then. i mean like yer, i so wish i am now, but it just aint possible yer. and how often can u run to someone or anyone to just yak and blurt out everyth u're feeling huh? it's such a "dude, u solve your own problems" kinda world. lol.

hoho so nvm i shall indulge in my cheena worksheet for now :D (i bet you can sense the excitement)
yer, give me something to look forward to tomorrow.

and the days after.

-out-